These are list of things I want/or wishes to do. I’ve given myself this summer to accomplish all my wishes.
I want to…
1. Be a better friend, girlfriend, sister and a neighbor.
2. Stay in shape.
3. Start a Youtube channel.
4. Be more approachable.
5. Continue to write and stay honest.
6. Read more.
7. Learn how to parallel park.
8. Be spontaneous.
9. Help the poor.
10. Be engaged in all that I do.
Technically, I SHOULD take another course to speed up my education but, to be honest with you, I really, really, really do not want to. I’m tired! and I’m mentally so done with school. I’ve gotten so discouraged the past few weeks with my inability to comprehend math, a simple math. An algebra course I can’t seem to pass. Maybe I’m finding any excuses to avoid math. But I can’t help to feel like my life is passing right by and I’m sitting here trying to work on a math problem I will never use when I could be out there exploring, feeling and discovering.
How about I rephrase it to something like this, I’m going to take a Life Course 101 this summer. This course will allow me to have the time to work on things I’ve wished to do for awhile. This course will test my limits and challenge myself to put myself out there. I could have gotten few of the things done before, or even now, but laziness runs in my blood. It actually runs in my family. It’s my jam and I’m damn good at it. I need to work on that and start being productive and enough with wasting time already! Speaking of time, why is that it ALWAYS seems as if I don’t have enough time as I get older? Perhaps I need to hit the gym to stay healthier and eat better too. I also have the tendency to tell myself that I’m not good enough to start anything. It’s a disease. You’d be surprised how many classes I have dropped because I knew I couldn’t do it. See what I mean here? I need this summer to be the next chapter of my life.
I’m going to continue to write here and let my heart out as it is very therapeutic for me. Who cares if my grammar sucks or my writing sucks. It’s my story to tell and there is no rule for that.